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[PV] Never mind

Posted: 21 Jun 2026, 18:55
by Finnegan Connor
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12 September 2025
It had started raining sometime after lunch and hadn't stopped by dinner. Finnegan had slipped away early, having no appetite for food or company. Alone he had sauntered aimlessly through the dim halls before he had taken up a spot in a window sill on the second floor. He sat with his knees drawn up to his chest, arms wrapped around them, staring listlessly out of the window. Below, the courtyard had emptied of its usual stragglers, the cobblestones were slick and dark, catching the grey light in long, wavering smears. He watched a single leaf get pinned briefly against the glass by the wind, then torn away again. It felt painfully relevant.

Tearing his gaze from the glass he resorted to staring at the palm of his hand. The same hand that had grabbed hold of her wrist, the same hand that had let go, the same hand that had slammed the door of the small hall shut in June's face. Maybe I should chop it off... he thought grimly, it hasn't done me much good.

He could still feel the give of her sleeve under his fingers, the half-second or so he'd been on the precipice of making things right. But he hadn't made things right. He'd stammered like an idiot and let go, and said the most useless two words in the English language: never mind. Never mind? He did mind. He'd been minding for four years and counting...

Distantly he wondered what June was up to right now. She was probably tidying something up, probably sitting in a corner of the Mercator common room with her spine very straight, writing two feet of Applied Magic essay that he had yet to get started on. It was an admirable quality, to be so disciplined and organized, he had liked that about her precisely because he lacked those talents.

Now it just left him feeling hollow. He kept waiting for anger, kept waiting for some reason to feel like this was all her fault in the end, but it never came. There was only this empty quiet, like a still room after all the furniture's been moved out. And yet, some part of her was still roaming around in his head, causing havoc. He'd thought he'd cut her out cleanly, and then she just had to show up again, just when the memory of her had started to lose its lustre.

He turned his head toward the window again, watching the rain splash and pool in the courtyard below.

He was certain now that there would be no patching this, no gluing back the broken pieces, no papering over the holes. Maybe the hurts would soften over the years, maybe, in due time, he'd be able to remember the good times instead of dwelling on the bad times.

The rain kept coming, steady and indifferent. He watched thin stream of water spill from the mouth of a gargoyle, like it had been doing for a hundred years. He wondered then how many more people had sat in this exact spot, wondering and worrying, stewing in their own misery.

He rested his chin on his knees and let his eyes fall shut for a moment, listening to the patter against the window, feeling empty yet strangely at peace. Maybe it was better this way. Eventually the rain would stop and he would have to force himself back up, back toward his dorms. Then a new day would come, and then another, and another, and each day he would think of @June Selwyn a little less.

The sad thought was rudely interrupted by the sound of footsteps coming down the hall. Finnegan's eyes shot open and he tried to sit up a little straighter to seem more casual. With a bit of luck whoever was coming wouldn't even notice him sitting in the dark, or if they did, they would just move along. @Lachlan J Rivers

Never mind

Posted: 22 Jun 2026, 03:49
by Lachlan J Rivers
Lachlan's first few weeks at Penwick had been a strange mix of excitement and mild humiliation. Mostly mild humiliation. He'd gotten lost at least four times, walked into the wrong classroom twice, and somehow managed to introduce himself to the same person on two separate occasions. Thankfully, they had been polite enough to pretend not to notice. He felt like it was a lot worse to be a transfer than to be a first year.

Today had been better. Or at the very least, less embarrassing. The rain had started shortly after lunch and, like always, Lachlan had found himself in a noticeably better mood because of it. There was something comforting about rain. Maybe it was the sound, or the way it drove everyone indoors and made the castle feel smaller somehow. Whatever the reason, he'd spent most of the afternoon wandering without much purpose, occasionally stopping to watch the weather through whatever window happened to be nearby.

It was during one of those aimless walks that he found himself heading down the second-floor corridor.

His footsteps didn't continue down the corridor, like the stranger he was about to meet hoped. Instead, they slowed. Then stopped. For a moment there was only the sound of rain striking the windows and rattling softly against the stone outside.

Lachlan stood a few feet away, one hand still resting on the strap of his satchel. His curls were slightly damp, as though he'd recently been outside and hadn't entirely escaped the weather. He looked from Finnegan, to the window, and then back to Finnegan again.

"Oh." He paused. "This is awkward." The boy offered a sheepish but bright smile. "I was actually coming over here because I saw the rain and thought it'd be a good place to sit dramatically and stare out the window for a while." He gestured vaguely toward the glass. "But it seems you've beaten me to it..."

[PV] Never mind

Posted: 22 Jun 2026, 09:22
by Finnegan Connor
Finnegan dragged his gaze up to the intruder and blinked slowly, the kind of blink that was more of a muted eyeroll, the kind that signalled he wished to be left alone.

But who cared about his wishes anyway? June certainly didn't, and neither did Rivers - a rather apt surname for the lanky teen Finnegan thought wryly as he took notice of the damp curls. He pictured the boy dipping his head in a river before shaking off the excess water like a dog. A wry smile spread across his lips at the scene playing in his head, and it only widened at the teen's dry commentary.

"It seems I did," he muttered, scoffing slightly. His shoulders dropped and he swung his legs over the stone ledge, trying to look like he hadn't just been curled up into a sad ball. Instinct told him to get up and leave with a semblance of his dignity still intact, but another part knew it was already too late. Lachlan had already seen him, and he had no real desire to leave besides. Although the stone was damp and cold, there was something deeply peaceful about watching the rain, hearing the splatter and the wind, and feeling the cold rush in through the open window. Lachlan's presence didn't diminish that feeling, and so he had no real inclination to give up and leave.

He scooted over a bit to make space while he looked up at Lachlan. The boy was gangly, his face a bit pale and sheepish, seemingly on the verge of amusment, though Finnegan couldn't fathom just what Rivers could possibly be amused about.

"I heard you're a transfer student too?" He hadn't heard. He knew. They'd already shared a few classes, so he knew the boy's name and that he was a transfer, but little else. There'd been a fair few transfers this year, though Finnegan had thought himself the only one bumped up a year. Now he wasn't so sure anymore. Lachlan looked about his own age. "I'm from Hogwarts. Gryffindor. Used to be a chaser... used to fly in weather like this..." he wrinkled his nose, yet sounded almost wistful "You?"
@Lachlan J Rivers

[PV] Never mind

Posted: 22 Jun 2026, 12:16
by Lachlan J Rivers
Lachlan's smile brightened slightly at the invitation and he carefully climbed onto the window ledge, pulling one leg up beneath himself. The stone was cold enough to seep through the fabric of his robes almost immediately, but he didn't seem to mind.

"Ah, another transfer." He pointed vaguely at Finnegan as though he'd just solved some great mystery. "That explains it. You've got the look." What look? He had absolutely no intention of elaborating. Not because he didn't want to, but because he really didn't know either. His gaze drifted out toward the rain-soaked courtyard for a moment before returning to Finnegan. Hogwarts. Even Lachlan knew that one. It was hard not to. The mention of flying made his eyebrows lift slightly.

"You flew in this?" he asked, sounding equal parts impressed and horrified. "See, that's exactly the sort of thing that sounds fun until you're actually doing it and suddenly there's rain in your eyes and you're questioning every decision you've ever made." Despite the words, he was smiling. "I've never been much of a flyer." He shrugged one shoulder. "I mean, I can. Technically. But if you ever see me voluntarily getting on a broom at high speeds, assume I've been cursed."

The rain rattled softly against the glass, choosing not to properly say where he came from. He rubbed the back of his neck absentmindedly. "Honestly? I spent so much time getting lost my first week here that I barely had time to be homesick." A laugh escaped him. "I walked into the wrong classroom twice. Introduced myself to the same person on two separate occasions. At one point I somehow ended up in a corridor I swear only exists to confuse people."

He glanced sideways at Finnegan. "So if you're wondering whether you're adjusting better than someone else, the answer is almost certainly yes." The joke came easily enough, but his expression softened slightly afterwards. "Do you miss it?"